I just finished reading On Writing, the memoir of the craft by Stephen King. I read King a lot when I was young, and I think The Stand was the first book I read in English that I was completely obsessed about, probably when I was around 13. It left me exhausted, wondering how a better story could ever be told, the scope encompassing human survival, love, evil and higher purpose, all in a tight package (well, a tight 1,000-page package). Later in life, I’ve put a book or two of his down halfway through – Gerald’s Game I’m sure about. It grew tepid too quickly, but the setting, in its desert-like scarcity of material, was a tricky one.
There’s a tone in On Writing that grips you. It’s an unspoken urgency with much effort put into sincerity that comes through first, and by the end of the book you’ll know writing it wasn’t easy. King was hit by a van that almost killed him halfway through this book, and while I wouldn’t recommend that as a source of inspiration or purpose, I think it made a difference. This book doesn’t let you put it down – the author sure as hell didn’t let himself put it down, either.
The book is part memoir, part words of guidance on how King finds books are born. Not a how-to, though there are many points that a writer – especially a fiction writer – can benefit from. Encouragement is the biggest of these points. Dealing with pain is a close number two. Reading the first chapters on a riverboat from Saigon, I realized I was crying freely in a public place since I can’t remember when (no, yes I can – I was 11 and on a boy scout camp I hated). I don’t think anyone noticed.
As a child, King had gone through multiple painful operations due to ear infections that required puncturing the eardrum and draining the infected liquid with a large needle. This all resulted in tonsillectomy later, but the “ear-lancings” were enough to traumatize him.
I could relate – no, I had lived through the same. I was 17 when I had a throat abscess punctured for the same purpose. First time, then another, then a tonsillectomy, then a third lancing since the tonsillectomy didn’t help, then a second tonsillectomy (these episodes helped me bring my clinical operation record to over a dozen hospitalizations before I was 18).
The terror involves the doctor darkening the room while the nurse lights an alcohol lamp for sterilization of equipment. The lamp is the only other light source in addition to the doctor’s head torch, whiter than any light you’ve seen. My doctor never bothered to tell me it’s not going to hurt. He just told me to sit still – or would I rather like to be strapped into that chair over there, he asked gesturing towards a chair that seemed fitting decoration for Hannibal Lecter’s cell. The thin smell of alcohol was everywhere. Local anesthetics were sprayed and injected in my throat, but unfortunately infected tissue doesn’t absorb anesthetics too well. Too bad. Voluntarily holding your mouth open as an unsymphatetic someone with a torch sticks in your throat a needle you’d think to encounter only when salting pork is bad enough, but the pain and the crunching sound from the back of your throat (or is the neck already? Can’t tell in that sweaty darkness) as the needle penetrates layers of different tissue, well, it just has to be experienced. Just by the third time, even seeing the door of the room where the lamp is being lit triggers sheer panic.
For the love of darkened rooms and limited choices all ending with pain – well, I’m not surprised King writes about the subject material he does. Great, illuminating read.
